What would you if you’re feeling sad or down? When you
yourself don’t know the reason behind all of your misery, you started to tear
up and cry like hell. Well at least it makes you feel better. But for some
reason, you cannot cry yourself out. You cannot talk to anybody about what is
going on in your mind, or what you actually feel in your heart, because you
afraid they might not understand you. They might laugh at you in their head
instead of trying to comfort you or trying to figure it out together with you. But
thing is, you actually know the reason behind your sadness deep down inside of
you. You know it too well you started to deny it every now and then. You tell
yourself that it doesn’t matter to be in that state, because it will pass. Everything
shall pass. The sadness and burden that you carry on your shoulder will
eventually fly away on the wings of time. Yet you do not sure when that day
will come. Like they said, it is day one or one day; you choose. It takes time
to heal every wound. The deeper the wound, the longer time it will take; some
may say. And when the wound heal, the scars then remain there forever. Just to
remind you not to repeat the same mistake again. It is not stupid when you make
mistake, because from it you are learning something. At least it means something
to you. We’re growing by making mistakes, and thus by mistakes make us learn to
be a little wiser in making decision in the next time.
