a day with my mopongousszzz friends :)

wooooaaaahhhhh!!! during last 27th of August, i have spent the whole day with my mopongou friends. it was holiday, i wasn't sure for what but one of my friend told me it was for Nuzul al-Quran. hehehe.

Okay, that night i was so tired, arrived at college around 10p.m something, and by 12a.m i was so sleepy already. so, i didn't manage to blogging about what had happened that day. hehe. Since it's an off day, we decided to go to Berjaya Times Square (BTS), for Cosmo!!! hahaha! this has been planning since the early of this month and the mind master is Sharon Cordelia a.k.a Corry. hahaha! we asked everybody to come, and till yesterday, we actually were not sure how many of us will go and play.

just arrived at Sungai Buloh KTM station =)

at Berjaya Times Square. :D

:D

at Cosmo World:D

there were about 15 of us (it was 20 at first, and the rest were not interested to play at Cosmo), and we had a lot of fun at Cosmo World. hahaha! OMG. i've never been in there, and the 1st game we played was the Roller Coaster. Only God knows how i felt that time, and also the rest who never been through it. It was awesome but i can't held my head up and look in front. i just, hehehe... and now i am not so sure about our plan playing roller coaster at Genting Highlands... grrrr~~~
and after that we tried the Purple Space Attack! it's like a big swing, and can have many swingers on it, hahaha. it is purple in colour, maybe that's where it got its name. dammit... i didn't know it's gonna swing 360 degrees!!! i thought that giant swing will just swing to front and backward like the usual swing... but it wasn't like that and i'm never gonna ride on that again! yerrrr~~~ but, i enjoyed looking at Ald's expression through the swing swing time. hahahaha! his legs were all the times on my seat. creditssss to San, Sis Corry, Nel, and Masol for being so brave, took the front seats. hahahahaha! how u guys feeling that time? :P
not so enough swinging, we tried the DNA Mixer. and guys, i tell u. i didn't know it's gonna be so crazy, stupid game and i hate it. hahahaha. but i enjoyed it with my friends. it has two lines of seats, and then it's gonna swing u back and forth just like it's name; DNA Mixer, which means HELIX!!! and so, this was the game that i really surrender, i was scared till death! i can't take any risk being on it anymore. no, hell no. and what was really funny is that we were singing Baa Baa Black Sheep and Twinkle2 Little Star during spinning and swinging on it. hahahaaha! kunun2 mau kasi hilang takut. sampai ada orang p rakam lg bah. hahahhhahaha!! that was so funny and i'm sure everyone will not forget about it.


this is the Ulat Bulussssss. Sis Corry, Masol, Daryl, Noel and Helbert ride it for the 2nd time. I enjoyed riding on it, it was okay but this one makes me throw out~
citt.. oh yeah, u guys wanna know why? we got double. usually they will only spin like 10 rounds at a time, but we got double. tu pekerja saja bh mo kasi kena~~~


after that Sis Corry, San and me tried the Sutung2, San almost vomit. haha! and we also tried the Car Bumps (i didn't know what its name). we tried almost all games including the Merry Go Round! LOL! basically it is for children, but then it's okay to be children once a while. hahaha! like the old times. =)

us. :)

i'm not really sure bout this one. we just call it, train. hahahahha! and we got so excited when passing through the tunnel, our clothes were like glow in the dark. LOL kesian bh urang kampung. XD

After a few round of games at Cosmo, we finally decided to go for some meal. starving! hehe! sengaja x mau makan awal, nt tmuntah. hahaha! and so, we went to Johnny's!!!

ordering times! :D

Gaman, me and Jet.:D





Nel, San and Yong. :)

waiting for our foods. yummy! :D:D

foods are ready. praying time. oh Daryl! Ko curi spotlight! x focus pray. hahahahaha! XDXD

yam seng!!!!! :D:D

after having some nice meals, we separated to find our own stuffs. I was with Jet, Yong, and Ald. The others were playing bowling and the rest were watching Vampire Sucks. hahaha! after that, we all get back together, and went back to hostel together.

memories. :) :)

:) :)

muka c Ald blurrrr ni. hahaha!

in KTM already. Going back. :)

we were joking all the times in train. i think the whole train got annoyed by us. :P

my mopongou friends. =)

ok that's all peeps! hehe. i really hope we can hang out again next time, like this. hehe. i also wanna hang out with some of my old friends, especially my friends from high school and matrix. =) i'd just love this day, this lovely day when we still hanging around together. i will miss all of them later. =)

Confuse!

headache! headache! headache! paracetamol! anyone?
i am so confused right now... what should i do? i can't simply say "yes".

God tell me what to do. i wish all of these were as just simple as abc. *sigh*

not much!

-went to gathering at St. Lourdes Chapel.
-do Mr. Jacky Wacky's assigment.
-chatting, fb-ing etc.
-nothing else???? my life get boring and boring each day.

i'm off to dreamland. zzZZzz~

Unchain My Misery...

a long of period time has passed..
but seasons of loneliness haven't last..
still my heart aches for the memory..
that was once shared between u and me..

countless night have spent longing for u..
i have tried everything to fight this foe..
i know it's over. i have to let u go..
but my heart can't cuz i still love u so..

u still buried deep inside of me..
can't breath! please unchain my misery..
i have really love u whole-heartedly..
but now i have to set these things free..

u'll forever be a part of my entity..
but now u belong in my history..
i don't want to be always holding on..
i have my own life now, i have to moving on..

the last good bye.

i called my friend just now... a friend of mine... very close to me before... and i dont know how and why we ended up our friendship in this way... unhappy, miserable and lot of things that cant be mentioned... she said, "don't call me, text me, contact me anymore...". and since that was the last call, i talked to her till late at night. it was a comfortable and warm conversation. no hates in each other. it was like, we suddenly forgot what has been said a few minutes before; about forgetting and never keep in touch anymore... how wonderful if we keep continue in that way my friend. i'm really grateful u accepted me back as ur friend, thanks God, even though after this i might not hear ur voice again, and u'll never see me again. it's like we are living in two different worlds. i miss talking to u, i miss every single moment we had shared together my friend. i cant afford to lose u. u mean the world to me. i dont wanna lose any of my friend including u. so, thanks for accepting my apologies, i wish u nothing but happiness in ur life. i'm so sorry for everything. Take care and good bye. =)

in loving memory of a friend...

i stole this pic from ur profile's pic in friendster. hehe :)


Calvin Kabincong; it's been a year since he left us forever to see God. he was a very good friend. and yet before i could know more about him, he was already gone and never will coming back. the fact that he will never coming back is the fact that no one can change. it's a saddening fact but there's nothing we can do about it. all that's left to do is just pray for his soul, may he rest in peace up there.
i'll cherish every moment we had spent together. i still remember all ur tricks and ur jokes even though we only had a year spent together. i wish everyone who knows him especially his family and close friends will be strong and i believe he will always be in every one's heart though he's not here anymore. he's not that far when he's in our hearts, right? i'll pray for u my dear friend, i know that someday we'll meet up again in another place and time. God's will. we will always miss u here, and hope u are just fine over there. we'll keep on living for u. u will always be remembered. =)

Loving an Imperfect Person

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
=)

sigh~~

*sigh*... i'm just damn boring right now.. but there's something that keep bothering me, and i can't figure it out. i have washed my clothes, i had my dinner, hmm what's the thing that i could possibly forgot? i don't know but still i feel so uneasy.. ngee.. i wonder what is it. anyway, weekend is over and tomorrow i'm going back to class with my friends, with the same routines. huh... it's kinda boring, and ughh! something is missing and i don't have any idea what is it. maybe it's just my stupid feeling. huh.. let it be. my sister said, if someone annoyed u, say this to them "FOCUS". it means F*ck Off Coz U're Stupid. hahaha. the next time people make u annoyed, remember to say FOCUS with a smile. :D :D LOL. :D
i love it btw.

after this am going to sleep early. maybe. i don't know.
p/s: to someone, i really wanna talk to u. i miss u. haha. :D :D

hmm~

it's already August... time flies so fast.. *sigh*. exam is coming soon, i still my with my old lazy attitude. my.. why do i have to learn about law this time. i never even think of becoming a lawyer coz i'm not interested in laws. but the thing is, my job to be is not a lawyer, it's an Inspector Health. which i know not many people like us as we are often shut down their food premises. but hey, it's for ur own good okay. don't blame us. would u like to eat at places which are dirty, full of flies and smelly? well i don't.
there's nothing much to update. everyday is the same. yesterday was today and today was yesterday. nothing much in progress. oh ya, it's ramadhan month. meaning it's fasting time. i've been fasting once, when i was in kmhell with my muslim friends. it was such a good experience. i still remember how i felt on the first day i tried to fast. hahaha. it was an unforgettable moments. i love it when we bersungkai together. oh my... i miss them. :'(
huhu... about my life here now, i think so far it is okay.. even though sometimes i feel the pressure really hard pushing me to the ground.. things get harder but i will try my best. shits happen right. it's okay.

FAKE COLD PLASTIC

a story of a cold hard plastic.
who always think she is right. nothing is wrong with her. if she did wrong, just put the blame on the others. u can't really believe what this plastic told u, even if she said u r beautiful, u look pretty, cute and everything, but she can't hide her fake expression whenever she saying those words. how could she be so heartless? oh, i forgot. she's a plastic.
i'm telling u dear plastic, u can't stay in this way. people who u thinks are on ur side are actually hating u in a very invisible way. they are smiling, but the fact is they are hurt because of ur words. u can't expect them to agree everything that u say. it's nonsense. i know, coz they told me.
and now i'm trying hard not to hate u, coz hatred make sins. i hope u will realize it someday that this world is not revolve around u alone. we are all together in this.