just a thought

okay, i know i did not blogging recently. i just don't feel like wanna blogging. anyway, nothing special today that makes me wanna blog something. i just feel wanna blogging, that's all. haha. haiyo. so lame oww. i blogging whenever i feel like i want to. it's fine with me.

o ya, exam is coming soon, it's on next week to be exact. and like usual, this brain of mine still not functioning well to absorb all the notes. duh. how am i gonna survive in this. i'm always sleep in class, not paying attention and always got blur. kotoh.
i'm the kind who will study at the very last minute, and when that thing happen, my head feel like wanna explode. i can't help it. i can't study early. it ain't working on me. cuz i will easily forget everything back if i read early. my my... i wish i had some tools to fix my head.

it's time to wipe away all the dust from my notes. luckily it haven't reach 1 inch, i still can wipe it easily. meaning i did touch my notes mah... touch only la.. hehe. and now i can feel like my head is spinning around, maybe because i have took two mugs of coffee, and actually, am just wake up. hehe. there's still lot more to read of, haihhh.... see, know how to sigh but don't know how to change. lazy pig. =.='

o ya... suddenly i remember. there was something special happened. one of my friend, whose i said never want to keep in touch with me anymore, suddenly contact me back and said sorry for everything. God i'm so happy. i prayed for that thing every night to happens, that she will forgive me. and yes, God has opened up her heart for me, to accept me as a friend again. :):)
i think i have blogged about her last month or last few months. everything's back to normal, my life seems happier cuz i'm feeling ok. at least for now. :)

i wish everything will be ok. i mean, everything. i love myself. :)