Saturday, January 21, 2012

unhappy hols

it's been a week since i'm home. it was not my intention to take a leave a week early before the holidays. i was never intend to go back home actually on this holidays. but something came up, and i rush going back to my hometown. have u read my last blog? that's why i am here right now. everything's been settled down and i hope everyone is okay now, especially my late cousin's family. it's a sadden fact that someone who so close to you suddenly leave you without saying anything. but we have to move on. that's life. everyone will go back to see their creator one day. and maybe just by saying these words makes me look that i'm okay with it, actually am not. but i try my very best to let go of what had happened and continue living. i'll be fine, everyone will be fine. we will, don't we? :)

and as for now, i'm so worried bout my proposal. i need to submit my proposal of research after this holiday. and i didn't have anything with me right now including my lappy, everything's inside it. i was in rush last week i didn't bring anything to here. and i haven't yet meet the officer to ask some data to be used for my proposal later. i'm going to be very busy as soon as i come back to Jitra later. it will be a bit difficult, but i believe i can do it. i believe in myself.

it's late. gotta go.

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