this weekend and and the whole next week will be my another 'long' holiday, well guys i can't take hols for too long and for some reasons, i just don't know why. T___T but it's okay, i think i am gonna enjoy myself, err i really hope so. i am coming back for Tadau Kaamatan, which means harvest festival but i don't think i'll be able to celebrate kaamatan with my family. @.@
lately i've been doing things that i never done before in my whole life. i don't think i'm crazy but i think it is just a step for a new episode. i just hope for an happy ending. yeay. but putting too much hope will hurt too much too. sooooo..... i don't know. :D:D:D
and i am excited about tomorrow, i am going to Danum Valley! except for the fact that i have to replace my friend to give a talk about leptospirosis. i will talk about rats, cats, pigs etc. fark. and the boss of the resort said we can go for safari night after finish everything. waaaa.... can't wait. and today is also packed with activities. have farewell dinner for one of our colleague and then straight for outreach activities, hiv screening. and we'll see chicks running here and there, again. lol.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Aww.. It's 2013 and I'm Late
Things changed. I am a working person now. Currently staying and working at Lahad Datu, Sabah. Yeah, the place where everyone is afraid of to set their foots. I feel okay here, now that things have slowly cool down. It gets better I guess. No more fires, guns, bombs, hurm. Maybe. :0
Being as a working person is actually kinda exhausted. Now I know. And my working life here is getting hard when Lahad Datu get its hit from the Sulu army. Too many works that I have to cope with. It is okay, I gained experiences from it. Not many people have the chance like we have in here, even though some people might say, it is crazy to be here. Yes, it's crazy. But we tried our best to make things better. Remember we were not trained to face situation like this. I am tired, but at least I learned something.
And lately, I've been taking some decision that I am not really sure whether it's gonna make me happy or drag me into something more miserable than ever. I am trying to forget. And yet I am still trying. I always said to my friends, never jump into a new relationship just because you want to forget somebody. Cuz it will hurts the new one. Your heart and mine are still aching. But I hope that we can make it right. Lets take chances together. I love you.
Being as a working person is actually kinda exhausted. Now I know. And my working life here is getting hard when Lahad Datu get its hit from the Sulu army. Too many works that I have to cope with. It is okay, I gained experiences from it. Not many people have the chance like we have in here, even though some people might say, it is crazy to be here. Yes, it's crazy. But we tried our best to make things better. Remember we were not trained to face situation like this. I am tired, but at least I learned something.
And lately, I've been taking some decision that I am not really sure whether it's gonna make me happy or drag me into something more miserable than ever. I am trying to forget. And yet I am still trying. I always said to my friends, never jump into a new relationship just because you want to forget somebody. Cuz it will hurts the new one. Your heart and mine are still aching. But I hope that we can make it right. Lets take chances together. I love you.
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