kaamatan~

this weekend and and the whole next week will be my another 'long' holiday, well guys i can't take hols for too long and for some reasons, i just don't know why. T___T but it's okay, i think i am gonna enjoy myself, err i really hope so. i am coming back for Tadau Kaamatan, which means harvest festival but i don't think i'll be able to celebrate kaamatan with my family. @.@

lately i've been doing things that i never done before in my whole life. i don't think i'm crazy but i think it is just a step for a new episode. i just hope for an happy ending. yeay. but putting too much hope will hurt too much too. sooooo..... i don't know. :D:D:D

and i am excited about tomorrow, i am going to Danum Valley! except for the fact that i have to replace my friend to give a talk about leptospirosis. i will talk about rats, cats, pigs etc. fark. and the boss of the resort said we can go for safari night after finish everything. waaaa.... can't wait. and today is also packed with activities. have farewell dinner for one of our colleague and then straight for outreach activities, hiv screening. and we'll see chicks running here and there, again. lol.