i just read one of my friend's blog. and it's making me sad for a moment. coz i'm also miss the same person. even though i know him not for long, but the moments we spent almost a year (well maybe we rarely seeing each other because of our different time of classes but we always have lunch together especially on friday) make me really felt the empty space that he left. when i first know he was in a critical condition, i was informed by my cousin. and i said to myself "He is strong. he could make it. i believe he will." and so, i didn't expect anything bad will happen that day. i was sitting for my exam that night, when one of my friend called me. i couldn't reach for my phone. and i just thought maybe this friend misses me. not long, i received a message, saying that he's already gone to see God. i couldn't believe my eyes. my heart was pounding so hard, i can heard its beating, and i almost faint. God... i'm blaming God that time, i wish this was just a dream. i slap my face over and over again and said this is not real. i didn't score well in my exam that night, but i didn't blame him. i was crying through the night, thinking of how God can took someone's life without telling us first?? maybe i'm a bit crazy that time, i know i'm not supposed to think like that. huhu... imagine how his families, childhood's friends, ex classmates and whom know him for a long time, my sadness cannot be compared to them. if i'm already felt like this, then how about them? i wish i could talk to him longer if i knew this would happen. the last time i heard his voice was on the last June of 2009, he called me and happily told me he got into U. but nobody wants this. nobody expects this. it's just one of God's plan. idk what is His plan, but i'm pretty sure right now that He knows what He's been doing. i shouldn't even questioned His mighty power. i can't. we will always remember him. guys, don't worry. he's having a better life up there right now.
(p/s: i will learn some more tricks to show u later.:D)
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