i love and hate u.

i love u for all the things that we have done together.
i love u for every word u have spoken to me.
i love u for being such a lovely person to me.
i love u for being so nice with me.
i love u for always smiling to me.
i love u for always tell me the truth.
i love u for let me hold u for a moment.
i love u for being a caring person to me...( r u? )
i love u for making me smile the whole day.
i love it how u brighten my day just by a "Good Morning" message.
i love u for making my heart beats faster every time u came near me.
i love u for making me loving u so much.
i hate u for making me feel like i was ur special one.
i hate u for being so far from me.
i hate u for making me cry.
i hate u for breaking my heart.
i hate u for making me feel like i was the only one.
i hate u for ever playing with my heart.
i hate u for never being there for me.
i hate u for making me sleep "silentless" every night.
i hate it when u'r looking into my eyes and i can't do the same.
i hate it when u'r looking for me but u never really mean it.
i hate it when u r the first thing came into my mind when i woke up every morning and the last thing when i'm going to sleep.
i hate it coz i never stop thinking about u every second.
i hate u for making me missing u.
i hate it so much than u can ever imagine.
but still, above all this, u r the one who makes my life once feel completed.
thanks for all the memories, those short but meaningful moments we had together.
i guess it's really time to say "good bye", and no more "see u later."
remember darl, i let u go because i am so deeply in love with u.
people might not understand this, but as long as we know what the truth really is, nothing else matter.
take good care. i love u.