have a little faith

talking about u is one of the thing that i used to do before. i love to tell about u to my friends. but slowly, i really don't feel that kind of feeling anymore. we are not that close anymore. that's the fact and from the way i see it, there's no way things could get back like before. and my heart is torn apart, seeing how we have gone this far. if only i could do something to get things back like they used to. but things seems like don't fall into its places at this moment. how can we survive this? i really want to see us happy, just like before. and it breaks my heart every time we are together but we don't feel as one. i pray to God to bring us back together, and hoping that all things were settled finely. we could be happy if we chose to be happy. if u can't think for the sake of the other, please think for the sake of me, for the sake of us. please..
i know there's some time when u really feel that u can't bear it any longer, feels like u wanna just leave. but then come to think of this, consider this is just a test from God for us. if we united as one, we can make through this. it hurts but please hold on. just hold on.. just don't crush everything that we have up until now. we can do this. trust me. we're all in this together. no one is left out. i love u.